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2009-06-17

20:53 ;

GUESS what , i find a way to get into this fcking blogger and able to blog 1 time.
hahahahaha...2nd of june - 12th of june . very fast right.?
there are really some memories left in my mind . i need to think all the ex2/7 people to acompany me . i should..say something to all of you. nvm , 1 by 1 then.
Brandon- i put you at first because i live in your house for the past 2 times le . i thank you a lot. we go out together , go your house together , we took cab and talk.at night you will ask me to go bathe faster , dun use comp so much , smoke less .you play your psp and you will ask me if there is anyone that i wanna call . we always call aihui right? and jiahui and xiaohei some times la . i think i should really thank you . trust me,you are always in my heart bro(: Go Cut your Hair lah.KB
Ting He-xiao hei er ren zu . go bomb little india and t3 la . so that i cannot go back anymore.thank you so so so much for just staying together with me every single day.we go suntec , go orchard , go anywhere also , i got you i feel safe . i not gay kk? although on 12 you didnt wake up and yet me and brandon early early go find you , you still use your fastest speed to come down and go airport together.
thank you so much bro . there is so much things i wan to tell you.bro thank you for your understanding and thank you and brandon with that Blue Ace Zippo.
YuanSheng-bro . although you didnt send me to airport on the last day , but then nvm.i still have to thank you for letting me stay at your house for 2days.i smoke downstairs.haha.then you kb me say got smell.i bathe in your house . its wonderful lahh.but I warn you hor.DON'T EAT CHICKEN RICE INFRONT ME WHEN I WAS SLEEPING.
JiaHua-bro thank you for stay with me everyday , we smoke together although you didnt buy la . and i seriously wan fuck you nia.nvm la.thank you for playing with me , dota . pool , smoke and we say things together . please take care.
QinQuan-lanjiao kia . now you getting more and more handsome le seriously . hahaha . i didnt say it infront you later you syg . haha.thanks for going sentosa .
John-jibai sia you , you are really a fucker.a big fucker.say til so good we go brandon house then we drop blood be real brother , when i smoke you go take a bus and run away . you fucker sia you . i miss you so much now k? you better come back and online msn .. man i cant live without you .
HongJian-Bro.you are getting more mature.thanks for staying with me everyday single day. i know that you wanted to gift me something right? but its okay lah . we both know whats the problem.when i sec 2 kena by school you always there with me . i tio , you wait me , you tio , i wait you.this is call brother.these are not fake de .miss you from bottom of my heart.
Yeekeat-thanks for staying with me every single day.thank you very much . going raffles is fun .(:
ChiKiat-lols,maple kia , i tell you , actually your hairstyle really very cool.haha.stay handsome k.and thanks for coming out almost everyday.
Yongrui-i don't really need a friend that put stead infront of brother . no man.one day you will understand , stead can dun have , but brother cannot dun hab. i got so many bros.because i wont because of girl and left them behind .
Nic-thanks for coming out k , eat less less.get more fit.
THE girls.
Jiahui-thanks for coming out lah , you getting more chio le seriously , thank you so much for coming out . we go raffles , suntec and many many place.thanks so much for that present . it really make me cry.thanks for putting so much effort.
Camilia-xiaohei , you cannot come out everyday but i still happy la .. can see your face.you ask me dun smoke so much , if want to cry then think about you.i understand le.thanks for that present.and online every weekend k.i miss you . thanks for the present and our 1 year (:
Jessin-kit kat.thanks uh..for coming out almost everyday. hahaha(:
Samantha-thanks for coming out too.(: if you really love some one then go for it.
Fucking tired . i update more next time k.

2009-02-16

10:23 ;

let me look at the time , its 2:24am now .and i just cant get into sleep.feel like blogging so again i turn on the comp and start writting .
just now when i was almost get into sleep,i suddenly feel like looking at some of the letters that you all wrote to me . its from peishi , suhui , shuwen , jiahui and adlyn.looking at those letters suddenly makes me feel that it was happened just like yesterday , but its already over for 2 and half years.
i really need to thank shuwen because the 2 letters you wrote to me really do help me with my life.when i feel down i will think about what you wrote to me and sometimes it do makes me feel much better (: jiahui with the 184 hearts , 182 white and 2 are red , its touches me in some way and for the letter , i read it over and over . thanks , with much love (:
peishi , you and suhui didnt write many things to me but i think it will still in my mind.because what you wrote really makes me regret . regret that i didnt study . i should at least be a normal student in anderson so i will at least be in sec 4 with my friends now. felt so lonely and depressed.
i need a pair of listen ears , i really do need.

2009-02-12

07:52 ;

Cam,Happy 8 Month (:
its have been so long that i didnt update my blog by my self . finally . today , i am blogging our 8 month aniversary by my self (: .
camilia , i know its been so long that we have not been chatting . and sometimes i online , you offline , just like now , you weekdays cant use comp so we only have a little times to see each other online and i know its not your fault (: many things have changed , i understand a lot of logic now and i can see that you are growing up. hahaa , hope you are still black yea? RANDOM , i know.
nothing much to say already . anyway there is a good news , you all know that there is a exam called IELTS?anyway this exam is super damn hard kae? i have to work on it properly , the best result i get and if i finish my study now in beijing , and go for a proper class then go for A level . the final destination is - SINGAPORE.
YES.i am going back to singapore after 2 years , probably on 2011.its that , thats my aim . LOL,then i will go NUS.i know its crazy , but for you all . my friends , and myself . i have to work on it yeah?
Happy 8 month camilia(:
ZSY(:

2009-02-10

05:24 ;

Changed to laptop.

Going to beijing is like 10 days more . so today changed to laptop . -.- like no link leh.

its because going to beijing then need to bring laptop so now use laptop to do things already , must get everything xiguan for myself(:

today online MSN as usual , then like no ppl online lehh . wth is happening , heard that time is delaying after i left ,like 2 10 finish school ? and 5 o clock ? OMG.thats sounds so tiring . lols , you all have to work hard by now already right ?

June is coming all the way , i feel so happy and excited , many things is going to start in my BRAIN!!! but i don't know for june if i can really go because everything is not confirmed by my parents , but i already told them once there is chance then let me go . and they of course agreed (:

There are serval problems now in my mind.where should i stay if i go ?? brandon house again ? i am afraid his parents is not going to agree. can you guys come out again ? there is N level . fucks , i am so scared.):

anyway , hope everything will be fine after all lahh.

ZSY(:

2009-02-09

08:21 ; with all the little wishes.

Time passes so quickly,
today is my bday , its should be joyful day , but seriously ,end up its so sad.i keep
thanking ppl those wish me on msn , but actually i am really depressed.
last night chated with peishi on msn , i don't know its the memory that in my mind keep
making me or me making my self , i didnt sleep well at last , was dreaming about her . then woke up with a bad dream about getting her out of my hand , its seems like a joke . but its true.i am sorry.
Had many problems with problem , i really don't know whats going on with my family . many stuff happening . i don't know what wrong with my mum and dad , i don't know by this moment shall i still call him dad . because from what my mum said , he did many fcuking stuff to my mum , when i heard this i wanna take a knife and kill him . although he get me older by educating me . but i dont know . i am really confused.hai.shuwen uhhh , what should i do ?
anyway , it is still my birthday after all . there are serval ppl i have to thank to . not in order uhh. peishi , johntan , jiahua , yongrui , chikiat , cindy,meiyan,meiru,ting he , qingquan , camilia.adrian,xiaoling,barathan,samantha,aihui , yuansheng .
ZSY (:

2009-02-08

04:48 ;

Happy birthday john (:
wah lau , today john birthday lehh , 1 year once uh . everybody must clap clap , lols , like whos birthday 1year twice.-.-
anyway , happy birthday lah john tan , don't say i boxim then nv ssay happy birthday to you k ? topic big big happy birthday john ,
reb our sec 1 time mahh ? we take 88 , take bus , buy bag . tio taiji . a lot lahh , mix with xiaobing , aldric , my brothers , then gt problem with davis , i tell you something about peishi . then we talk together about my study if i can still stay in singapore .
its really nice lahh , the time , but we are still kidd that time , not like now , we have our own friends , maybe someday you will forget me , but i think i wont forget you nehh.~
rmb the times i ask you go amk hub , then we slack , we eat opposite of your house . see the ah gua . then we laugh ,
see other secondary ppl will diao them , do a lot silly stuff lahhxsz,
dont talk so much jiaowei liao .

Bro i miss the times we had before . the chicken rice at bishan , you still rmb?
love you , armani siyuan . Happy birthday.
ZhangSiyuan(:

2009-01-31

09:34 ;

blog is like half dead now . more accurately ,its already dead . i have not been updating for the past few months , i am so sorry about that and i saw so many ppl coming to my blog and tag me , i felt happy (:
was on bed and ready to sleep just now but still got up and try to write something out now.i am on my holiday,19th of jan i got out of school then i went to many other place in china . yesterday i arrived xinjiang.
school in beijing really happened many many things.most of them are really bad.but when it comes to holiday , i really feel happy because its time for me release my self.learned so much things in china and its really different from the past that i used to be in singapore.
i can feel that i am changing.i am growing , i hope the rest of you can grow too . of course , in a good way .
didnt online msn for such a long time because i really dont have time to do so . i don't know why my partner and my friends are not showing up on msn as before.felt very lonely.anyway , thanks partner for being there for me , help me to blog so many times , and i am really sorry because on 7 month anniversary i didnt show up.
i hope you guys can online msn more and chat with me more (:
anyway , happy new year (: all the best wishes to you.