blog was dead yesterday.wanted to find the problem but then could not find it . wtf lols, hmms.solved this stupid problem with one friend of mine , he is kind of computer genius. i should tell the steps then , i saw the title part . its like accidently saw it loohh.then i say , hehh , why the title part infront got < but then the behind one boh,lols.then he put < , then still cannot , he tried to put《/, then can liao.LOL.what stupid problem lohh.like this one symbol the whole blog went dead.-.- thank partner for the help yesterday , although i scolded you the day before you still care about me.LOL.thats what really partner means.its partner.although its LES.-.- many unexpected thing happen ., i fall in love with a girl .-.- again.and i love her much , this time i think its really different , its just like the time i like peishi , this time its more yan zhong.when i sleep , i will dream about her . its really the true love. friday on msn , on-ed many thing . but then she is just like \dun give a damn ,i wrote something for her , but then she viewd , she nv say anything.whats going on , i know she like me , but what the fuck is she avoiding? anyway , its done.i slept at 4 plus last night because i cannot ge into sleep and i just watching movie like crazy.-.- anyway , its not porn.kkae.? i smoked a lot during this days and drink a lot , its not juice uh , its beer and white wine.dizzy is just crazy , anyway ,just wanna say sorry to partner , sorry i am huring my self . but i promise this type of thing wont happen many times in my life, i am sorry about it . sorry to shuwen too . i know many things happened in ur life.fucking stupid life problem ., but you know what , i am here as a bro . i nt paikia , but when something happen to you , if i at singapore i shall call everyone i know and help you out.its just like , now i am here in china . i will help you too , i wan you to stay happy , whatever family problems , fuck it . okay? we fuck it. just dun give a shit , when something happen to you , think about the times you spend with your friends,whatever you do , worth it.but your family dont know that , okay?because they only have normal life , we aren't same , we are brother and sister , we live differently.we spend time with the ppl we like , if not , what for live? just because of some stupid problems , in life there are still many things going to happen , dun get fucked by the problem now okay?i do miss you my sis . i love you.(:
Special thanks to Shuwen , and my dearest Partner ♥

hello, im camilia blogging for him again :D

HAPPY 4TH MONTH PARTNER! :D ♥
(sorry ah, largest already! LOL! :D)
you must try and online everyday ah! :D HAHA. yay.

tml going back bj le . phew , everything is so fast lohh , just like it happen 10 min ago , i enjoyed my holiday , its fast , 21days.actually for me i dun wanna any holiday , because holiday is always meaningless to me , i dun have friend in xinjiang , so everyday just sit infront the comp , thinking all the stupid things that i have done in beijing and sg , always think think the very scare le . i dun know why too.lols,strange huh.
chat many many times with camilia , ting he , shuwen , meiyan , well . (: everybody is still same lor , no body changed much.bro hongjian is still the same too.anyway , sorry i cant go for your birthday , very sorry , i know you can spon me 300 dollars , but i just wanna tell you its really not enough, i dun wan just for my attending will cost you so much money , i cant take it . you should take the 300 dollars to buy something you like , no matter what , we still brothers right? for everything you always with me deh , i go sg , you spend with me everyday , you is the only one who stay with me at brandon house , i know that clearly better than anyone.\
from all these things i know that you are a really good bro to me , but we also have to grow up.in life , we cant just do whatever we like , some times we cant changed it , might as well just obey it .
seriously , i do miss the times we are together in sg . but i just wanna tell you , i know that sec 3 work is very hard , and you know if i continue stay there , this year i will still come back to china . i will be in 3/7 , 3 /7 already got john they all , what will happen if i am there?school will expell me very very soon , i signed so many contract with school , every small mistake , i will kena . you know it.(: sorry. hope you can understand it.
i will be online everyday using mobile msn.so do take care everybody , ♥

ily camilia♥
hahaaaaa.okay lah , i want to write big big okay!
hmms.told you many things last night , then you put afk.-.- dulaned..i still just wanna say , its just a exam lahh , if you didnt do it well . do it well next time lahh.tot everything is okay , then you suddenly say , what is the use of doing well.
then i bwg lohh , tot you wes a very good girl , should understand many thing.end up telling you why we are living on this world . if there is only succes in the world , then what for we live?might as well go die . so boh liao . right?think it properly lohh.anyway , if you still 想不通then talk to me lohh , i dun wan a good girl just go waste like that . xiaohei , cheer up narhh! i am here , so are your friends.
anyway ,. happy lahh , the exams are over.good norhh, holiday coming , but then i have to go back , .. i will be online every single day deh , i got mobile.hahahaas.
chat with xinlin yesterday . hahaha , so long nv chat then got a lot thing to say norh :X
then nothing to do le . watche lanqiuhuo . sian sia , update till 11 then dun have le . i wanted to see the next match that xiaozhu and that 残 deh match.-.-
went out 2 days , then bought 2 things.converse shoe and adidas jacket.LOL.end up spending 1000 rmb.sian , wanted to buy a big . but then nvm lahh.funds problem again.
the next year funds wont be a problem anymore thats what my father told me , if really okay , will be going to sg twice a year , june holiday , and december holiday . hahhaa.`
i miss many many ppl , shall list the names out.
Adrian , john , hongjian , menghwee , qq, shuwen , camilia,aihui , jiahui , ck , cherbeng , aldric , jiahua , xinlin , meiyan , brandon.okays thats all the names in my head for just this second.lols.

wanted to blog yesterday.but then chat with meiyan for the whole morning so didnt have time to blog.so just haved some time to blog now.my holiday is going to finish , cant use comp le . but then i will online msn everyday . because i got mobile . i will set my online time at 5pm and 8pm.
I dun know how well have you all been , but i am still fine.with nothing much , relationship is getting out from my world.i am happy , for the first time.really happy , because there is no more trouble . i could finally smoke with no more care , thats the life.but for my brothers and the one i love i will promise to smoke lesser.
i still miss singapore a lot.i dun know why for the past 1 month i always dream abt singapore .maybe its time for me to go back again . anyway , there is some good news , my mother told me from next year onwards.i can go to sg twice a year . thats is the june holiday and december holiday.
this year cannot its because my family have some problem with the funds.sorry guys.
okays thats all for today ya , i will update for the next 4days.