today iss a very bad day fer mi..woke up at 5:30 like that just because of a message..hais..its okay..also not feeling well.sneeze.sneeze.nbm , reach school hot like siiao ..went down fer assembly..NCC and ST.JOHN talked a lot shit.tmd.waste time down there.first period chinese.its okay.everybody in a very good mood.and mi also was still happy just because pei shi gaved mi a smile.=D her smile is so important to mi.after chinese ,we were having maths lesson.when coming to end of lesson,i asked adrian did he stead wif xinlin,but he say he didnt.so i say forget it.then he tell mi about pei shi,he said he heard that pei shi stead wif davis.at first i just dont believe.until he say he swear that he is saying the truth,but i still not really believe , then i messaged xinlin,she said that she dun know anything,then i messaged peishi,she said that i nv ask her she got stead or not,the truth is that i just asked her yesterday,wtf??
then ii ask adrian hu told him all these things.he said its xinlin,so i was damn angry because i felt that xinlin is cheating mi.when jiahua come and talk to mi and said it is true that pei shi stead wif davis.my heart broken
i was very very sad that pei shi dun even treat mi as a normal friend and xinlin is bluffing mi.everyone is bluffing mi.wtf?am i fool? at 11 o clock , on the way to watch a show,accidently met jia hua,he said he saw pei shi in school and she looks bad.and he say he is confirm that peishi stead wif davis.then i showed jiahua what pei shi send mi,she said that davis deny this relationship,wtf?she is still bluffing mi?who the fuck can gif mi a proper explantion?
a treat every mei equally?why xinlin?why ue wanna bluff mi? i treat ue so good.tmd?that is what i can get back?a lie? ue dun understand how i feel.i treat everybody around mi good and thats what i can get back?thats all?life is so unfair man.欺骗+谎言=你们给我的.给我记住,我不是一个傻瓜