sat.very siian fer mi.woke up at 6:30am to chiiong maple.siian.hais..finally at 5 o clock leveled.so happy.78 liaos.=D.other than that.nothing to do..err..in the house..walk here walk there.very boring..try to make my self dun think of her.hais.
she sent mi a message.at7am,she said:'我只是要跟你讲.不是我没有把你当朋友而是你自己没有.你根本不懂地体会我说任何话.做任何事的原因.这也应该是我一直没有接受你的原因.after read this.i replied:所以你和他在一起也要我理解咯?then she replied:没有,我只是要你知道原因.then i replied:我不体会你,但请你先好好想想从我们做朋友到现在1年多,你给我的什么态度?then she said:我也想过要对你好,但不知为什么不能.LOl.what the fuck is this?fer the attitude she gif mi , the tears i drop fer her just a sentence like 我也想过要对你好,但不知为什么不能.?lols.everybody in anderson noes what i treat pei shi very very good.at i jio her very long.
so , davis?ue got what position to talk to mi?ue hu?i jio her 1 years plus.ue leh?1 month?1 week?dun come and talk shit wif mi.say what dun care about what i say in th past,if may effect her,? is this a excuese?or just a 废话?
everybody has their own limit.when things reach thier limmit.they wont tahan anymore.so pei shi i just wanna tell ue,no matter what happen in the future.i zhang siyuan just wont ask ue fer stead again.ever again.as in now,we are not even friends.i just wanna tell ue.我恨你.i hate ue.really hate ue.have ue ever think about how i feel?ue ask mi to think about ue,have ue think about mi?my feeling?i am also a human being.i gt feelings,i gt tears.dun treat mi like a machine.tmd,maybe just xinnan jie told mi,there is still a better girl waiting fer ue.i hope she can appear soon.