sorry , i late again,i mean the timing that i blog everyday is getting later and later,siians..today issh a very good day fer mi, ii think so , but there is one thing i wanna talk abt its that, why am i trying to make a effort to improve,yet the teacher still think that i am playing a fool.?
ii admit,during sec 1 and sec 2 term 1 and 2 , i am a bad student,i play,i talk loud.i rude,i did everything that ue all think its not acceptable,ii went to see the prinicipal.went to see DM,went to see all the subject teacher,
now is term 3,i changed.i diam diam during class,even the teachers said that i am doing well,but why only mrs low still think that i am still playing a fool?whats wrong wif her?cant ue change the way how ue look at mi,oh my tian,please.i am changiing.please understand mi,from a very bad students to a good one,its so hard ue noe?
here is another special thanks,to those who ask mi to cheer up.and stay happy during that period , mi and her..hais.dun wan say anymore.
thanks to:Ting he,ShuWen,XinLin,Suhui,valerie,CamilIa,SamAntha,Cynthia.
during that period , my mood is really not good, and i also dun noe why am i like that,maybe thats love,here i must thank ting he,shuwen,cynthia,samantha,camilia again.ting he,i noe when i am not happy,ue will be the first boy ask mi what happen,as a friend,thanks so much,SHUWEN,once ue online msn,ue will always talk to mi.and ask mi wheather i am happy,i am fine now.thanks.cynthia.ue rockks man,<3 lots lots,my best mei forever,although we didnt hab much time to chat on msn,but ue always send mi sms or tags.thank ue so much .. really.Xinlin,thank ue also.ask mi to cheer up ya?I will.I AM TRYING MY VERY BEST TO IMPROVE MY ENGLISH.I NOE THERE MAYBE MISTAKES.PLEASE UNDERSTAND.
HERE to thanks all those ask mi to cheer up..<3 ue all..<3 cynthia,valerie.ting he(i not gay),

hellos.here to blog again.i find that now i hab to come here to blog everyday.=)).its just a xiguan fer mi from now on.wow.haha.i like this xiguan man.
okayys.cut the crap.there issh one thing i need to blog ., actually its a story,after school i went to opposite coffee shop wif few of my classmates.my friends , when i was going there , ii found a ah ma just picking up something from the drain.at first i dun really care cos i tot she is that of ah ma siao siao type derh . so ii dun care much.but after i bought something from 7-eleven,,when i came out from the coffee shop,i found the ah ma still picking up something from the drain,so i went down there and ask what was happening.a guy told mi that the ah ma is taking the $2 notes , dhen he said he wanted to gib the ah ma 2 dollars but the ah ma dun wna to take.after very long time dhen the ahma took out the money from the drain.
from this story , there is a very simple dao li,we hab to know that whatever we buy and whatever thing we spend on its all our parents hard earn money,we have to treasure the money,cos even now we are a child , there are so many unforunate ppl in this world,we hab to help them,if we cannot help them,we should at least do our part to cut down the amound we are spending.
okay lahhs.guardian ask mi to go and study.ii think i hab to go . please leave mi tags if ue gt any comments.(there maybe spelling error).
<3 cynthia mei.

aiya.almost forget to write blog niia.err.now watching 终极一班..i noe its out dated.=.=? lol..i tot i very fashion derh;;lols/
first of all.thank everyone that ttag mi about my fucking mood.thank all of ue thourgh tag or msn ask mi to cheer up.special thanks to>shuwen,camilia,valerie.cynthia.
and here to ask something again , if a gal angry wif ue more than 20 days , and now she is still very angry abt the case that happened 20 days again.
here is the story:when we are chatting online,i think she is very angry now.so she said OI.dhen i replied,simi lanjiao?cos i am in a bad mood now? dhen she didnt replied abt 20 min,so i asked again.why nv reply? dhen she said,what la?ppl talk ot ue ,ue dun wan reply,dhen she said ue noe ue very rude mahhs? dhen we started to quarrel,so i siad again,ue noe that among of all mei ,ue is the one who treat mi the worst?
then fer these 20days , she didnt talk to mi..hais i noe that i am wrong and i did messaged her fer a few times but ssometimes she didnt reply,sometimes she just said that , 我不知道该不该原谅你？还有很多。。
i just wan her to noe that i am angry,dhen i also wan to noe how to solve this problem? anybody can help mi?hais..

saturady.again.didnt go out.wah lau.. now i am like so guai loh..HAA..since nb go out.of cos i think there nthing much to talk abt. and hor i find that less and lesser ppl visiting my blog liao.should i close this blog dhen? hais.

i dun noe should i blog this shyt thing again.cos i think i am emo again.and its like this time ,everynight when i sleep, ii will think of her again..
but everytime in school,i just dun wan to see her face lehh?WHy is it like this? hu can tell mi?
tml hardly can online i think,cos today i did play the whole day.it is very tired.
i dun noe in this world,should i really believe 缘分，cos if really she is the one,why god dun wan mi to just hab a chance to be wif her?
hais.who can answer mi this question,why after so long lerh,i still think of her? but in school ii dun wan to see her face,yet now i am thinking of her all the time?

thursday;; today nothing much happened..LIT . PE.MTL.MATHS . CME.
the whold afternoon is like spend wif the maths teacher.ps forgot how to spell his name..LOL.afternoon went to market to eat . $1.80 dearh food and its like make mi damn full.LOL
first time i eat $1.80 food.NEED TO SAVE MONEY LAHHS.
lOL.life science;; the whole 3 hours that all goes waste.its so boring fer mi,its not like xinlin type derh , i mean she said the life science is interesting.LOl.not at all.its all talk abt DNA?LOL.the most funny thing that i like abt this 3 hours its that mi and hong jian making JODY AND FUING.haha.Fuing,do ue noe that in my sight that ue is so childish ?
grow up like mi ..HAHA.
valerie;;hope nv spell ur name wrong.i hope ue wil stay happy loh.just dun like mi , cos after mi and her that stupid fucking promise make mi sad abt how long arh?ITS so long fer mil.hais.so stay happy,dun end up like mi.
same goes fer XL.hope ue will be happy also.handphone bei confiscated is no big deal.dun get caught again . cos that teacher next time will take ur phone fer 1 month,my friend happened that she really took the hp fer the whole holiday.WOW.haha,she is powerful.mean it what she said.
just hope that tml the life science will nt be so boring.+)) . and everyone can be happy.
<3 meis,jies.

wed ;; fer mi this week passes fast , i also dun noe why ,is it because that i nv study,ppl say if ue nv study and only play all the times,ue will think time passes fast.LOl.maybe bah.but i in school also gt study . or its because i nv create trouble so i think life is easier fer mi?Hope so.
tml is thursday lerh.thursday is a very nice day to mi.cos the first period is LIT.follow by PE.hahas.its so good.and afternoon we gt life science.another time can enjoy my self wif playing=X
camilia,i told ue abt i wanna jio ue,its all fake derh.cos in my heart,that promise always remind mi dont ask ppl fer stead.even through it is a empty promise.
history test;; i tot it is a hard one,but yet , the "test" onli gt one question ? DOts..and that takes 10% of the CA?
school came a group of students from china.it makes mi think about when i was studying in china,how did i feel that time.there was no future fer mi to say that time,of course i am childish.Hiais.But nbm nbm..hees.now be mature can liAoo..=X
dun noe still need to write what.ii wan to blog abt the life science tml,i noe it confirm will be a stupid one,but i still hab to attend.
lastly,<3 cynthia mei,xInlin mei,SuhUi mei,<3 xiaoLing jie,<3 EdnA jIE.<3 ADRIAN CHIA.(wtf),<3 all of ue lah.

tuesday;; so damn sian and its the same.today dun hab the moood to blog ,, so post one chinese compo
;世界上有一种人&　　和你在一起的时候;　　总是千万次嘱咐要多穿衣服　要注意自己的安全　你觉得很烦　却也觉得很窝心&　　缺钱的时候&　他总会说些赚钱不易之类的话来训你　边教训　边塞钱给你&#　这种人　　叫做父母;　　世界上有一种人&　　和你在一起的时候&　　偶尔会和你打架　偶尔会和你贫嘴&　　他坏到总是抢你的点心　总是向父母打小报告　但也总是爱护你比谁都多　　你们有最亲密最亲密的关系　　这种人;　　叫做手足　　世界上有一种人;　　不见面的时候会一直惦记着他　　见面时却又脸红心跳　他总能轻易地把你的心揪住　　让你无法忘怀　也能让你胡思乱想睡不好觉&　　但你仍然甘之如饴&　　因为你爱他&　　他是你最甜蜜　&#最甜蜜的负荷　　这种人　　叫做情人　　世界上有一种人&#　　知道你有一些不为人知的小秘密　考试的时候;　　他帮者你作弊　　犯错的时候;　　他帮着你找理由　　暗恋一个人的时候　　他帮你传话　　和情人吵架的时候;　　你一定会哭着跑去找他　　你很抱歉的是你总是麻烦来了才想到他　　但你很庆幸生命中出现了这么好的一个人　　也许你们在一起的日子;　　走得比情人还要久长;　　这种人;　　叫做朋友;　　世界上有一种人　　总是在父母的保护下成长　　在手足的关系中定位自己　　在情人的呵护中找到真爱　　在朋友的开心中得到温暖　　你知道这些经过了你的生活　也丰富了你的一生　　你谢谢他们带给你的　却又总是说不出口　这种人　　就是自己

another long day passed by.every monday i dun like to go to school becos all the express classes and NT classes has dismiss on 1:10pm.only NA dismiss on 2:10pm.UNFAIR ,just becos that stupid BREAKFAST program????LOL
overall,today my mood is good.and i am quite happy abt everything today ,only beside adrian chia that idiot ask mi to look at her when she walk pass our class.just wanna tell ue .I DUN WAN TO SEE HER FACE!RAHHH!!
hahas.hyper ! and hor.hope next week derh BBQ can be arranged in a good way.TINE HE,HONG JIAN,CAMILA,HAILI,QINGLI,MI,YUANSHENG,BRANDON.ETC.please go go go go go !! gib mi face lah hor,although that i noe my mianzi not so big,but please gif mi some mian zi( this whole sentence is copied from ting he LAODA)
haha,anw,thanks miss ng?fer first time say i hab a good try fer answering a question.THANKS!..its sooo good
and hor,here to ask something.is it real that after been hurt so many times and so deepyly,there sometime ue very very happy derh shi hou,ue will stay reb all the sad things?cos this is how i feel,some times i very happy jiu suddenly reb some sad things.Hais.dun wan to like this leii.happy jiu happy,sad jiu sad.
,here to thanks valerie fer ur panadol,cos these panadol is the really making mi recover fast.YAY.now i think i am ok,onli some times still sneeze.
okay lah.here fer today blogging.
<3 Suhui mei,cynthia mei.XinLin mei<3 xinnan Jie,XiaoLing Jie. STAY CHIO FEREEVER.!

sunday.same as yesterday was bored and the whole day was playing computer.

dun noe wheather should blog this or not.i am saything to all this no body.no body.pls dun any how think, if ue understand who am i talkting to . keep it to ur self.thanks..
我知道让我们在一起那是一辈子也不在可能发生的事情了，也许，可能，在未来的未来。我们还会有机会做一次情人。
下辈子，我不会在选择这间学校，不会在来新加坡这个国家，我知道在这个不同的国度，我认识了不同的人，不同的朋友，好的，坏的。一切的一切。我也不会在认识你，不会给我自己带来了这么多的伤害。
我不知道你会不会关注我，但是我对你的态度就像你对我的。你装冷漠，我装无所谓，还能做什么？
我知道你不会孤单，因为你和你喜欢的人在了一起。不会顾及别人的感受，我没关系，因为习惯。但我不知道你在以后的生活里会不会真正的发现，我一直爱着你，一直守护你？
如果你不能发现，没关系。我自己明白就可以了。也许，我就一辈子做个傻瓜。有事我就帮。没事你们就冷落我。这就是我的人生吗？
希望你们不要这样对我，因为我也是爸爸妈妈生的，我也是人，我也有肉和血，还有泪。
如果有一天我不和你说话了，不要问我为什么。问问你自己，你有没有想过我？希望你明白你是谁，我说的是谁。

saturday almost come,nothing special.whole was online maple.so damn sian.nv go out allso.still sometimes caughing.i wan to get well.okay loh.since nothing special.here to post a joke.chinese version!
大朗有写日记的嗜好。
当他忙完一天的事，洗完澡舒舒服服地坐在写字台前，才发现日记本已经用完了。虽然已经是夜里十点钟了，但他还是骑上脚踏车满大街找文具店，终于找到一家书店还没打烊。

他相中了一本日记本，于是问老板卖多少钱。
老板用很低沉的声音说：“这是进口的，定价要$70……”
大朗说：“那么贵喔！可是我只有带$50出来。”
老板说：“没关系，就算你$50好了。”
大朗很高兴的说：“谢谢老板。”
老板又用很低沉阴森的声音说：“你买回去的时候，千万不要翻开最后一页，不然会发生很恐怖的事情，到时不要怪我没提醒你啊！”
大朗说：“嗯，我知道了。”
大朗回到家，随手把日记本放在桌子上，便到客厅倒了一杯茶。
当他回到书房时，发现写字台边的窗户竟然被打开了，风正把日记本一页一页的吹开……快吹到最后一页时，大朗突然想起书店老板的交代，急忙上前去……但已经来不及了，最后一页还是被风吹开了。
恐怖的事发生了……只见大朗尖叫了一声，因为他看到最后一页写着：
(请往下拉)
..........再拉.....










继续拉....
快了，再拉一点...










可以了，最后还要拉一点点..
最后一页写着-------定价：$3

finally tml is saturday lerhhs.can sleep till late late lerhhs.shiok arhhs..
thanks adrian and azrul help us sell the food during recess time.good job.QQ,ue sucks mann.dun even dare to go and sin during talent time?wa lauus .. dui lian man.
err.aldric , although ue all didnt really sing well,but as a friend,ii just wanna tell ue,nice try man!fer mi,ue all is the best group .!
valerie thanks fer ur panadol again.still some times gt caugh , but i believe i will get well soon derh,. shuwen ue looks much better today,dun always sad sadd derh ok? stay happy
yuansheng,thanks let mi using comp at ur house.lvling maple.finally manns.!
dun noe should need write lerhhs,log out all the way from maple to write blog and now dun noe need to write whatt lerhhs.=((
oh ya,finally meiyan msn mi,her phone lost also,today when ii go back class.haili told mi that her PSP was lost so as a 2/4 gal she cried and told mi that her phone was lost 2.wahhs..she looks so damn sad loh.i am sorry abt that.next time be more careful wif ur things bahhs.
: FUing , if ue dare to spam my tag board again.i will make sure that monday ue will cry like hell.try one more time and ue wont go home on monday.

today is a like a very long day ferr mi..sick.but good that the first 2 period is lit and PE.well,pE is so fun because we did standed board jumping.i did very badly.LOll!of cus derh . adrian nt bad wor.210cm rite?Jia you jiayou.and please next time dun get mi into trouble.tmd.make the stupid joke.
err.samanthan,camila.shuwen,dun cry lerhh okayy?3 ppl cry in the same time.make mi very duulan lehhs.dun noe should anwei which one first,and jiahui also ,cry cry cry,what is there to cry about?grow up , be mature.my self also so childish , still say other ppl =X
SHUWEN,as i said today ,friends are just like stones,ue have to pick up all ,but there are the good ones and also bad ones.if ue dun like the bad ones,throw it away.make ur life easier fer urself.
valerie,thanks fer ur panadol.makes mi really feel better now.but now i still like caugh caugh derh leiis.what happen to miii niia?some more these days hors,emo again.cos of her again?LOls..this one like gt period one lehhs.=X nt bian tai type derh arhhs.ting he,dun anyhow things..
watch harry porter 5 todays.wah lauus the girl inside the show so chiiiiiiiiiio ..haha=X.if she my stead hor..wahh.good lohh.but its impossible,even now still dun wan ask any girls fer stead.maybe my self still reb the empty promise?but its gone does it? hais..i am just simply cheatting my self mann.=x SO DAMN BBOORINNNG..maPLE finally going 81.=X .. 90% ..hahas.lazy train the last 10%.
cynthia ,hope ue can reb what i told ue in the class today.and xL stayy happy.same goes fer suhui.wish SAMANTHA,CAMILA,YEE KEAT,JIAHUI,SHUWEN happy every single day.~~ weee..last ly,
<3 meis , jies!

was playing games just now almost forget to write blog.hahas.=(.still sick.lols,actually dun noe what to write abt.lets talk abt today bahhs.
first period ;;maths,well,i have been always very respect to mr.singh.but i dun know why these days he keep picking on mi and adrian.whats wrong wif him?saying that my school shoes is brown colour even though is full white?keep staring at mi and ask mi do work and ii am just doing half way?Lolls.
second period;;English,miss lim is a teacher that i like very much,she gif mi a type off feeling that no matter what ue did wrong in the past.as long as ue do a good job now.everything will be fine,and she will look up on ue.
HE;;this one,teacher talked to mi abt my study and ask mi to improve more attitude on every subject.thanks teacher,i will do a good job.
science;;i really dun like this teacher,so dun wan to talk abt it.keep giving mi attitude and talk to mi in a very bad way.f /
EFL;; so lucky to get a present from the vp.its super lucky,because i nv join CCA be4 and i also dun noe how many CCA have in our school.so i just anyhow gif a number 21(gang derh number).ant yet i get it!lOLlls.thanks fer yong rui derh help also.SHOW SHOW SHOW!!
still sick .played maple fer 10%.dun wan to play anymore.not sure can go school tml not.i will still try my best to go,i dun wan to get sick anymore.rah!

today sicked and very very tired.here just to post a chinese article.sorry some of the words are in chinese is 繁体.psps.anywords dun understand.pls ask mi.
陽光明媚的一天，一個男孩陪一個女孩逛街，他們是一對情侶，女孩的腳步在一個精致的櫥窗前停了下來。一堆散發出金屬光澤的飾品吸引了她的注意，確切的說是那一枚月亮造型的白金戒指吸引了她的目光。男孩能感覺到女孩很喜歡這枚戒指，可是摸了摸兜裏的錢包，只能默默地低下頭，因爲那個戒指真的很貴……看著女孩不捨的表情，他下定了決心。那天回到家他就拿起了刻刀開始用木頭雕刻起那枚戒指，一個星期過去了，也不知道男孩的手被刻刀劃破了多少次，一個與那枚戒指造型相仿的戒指終于雕刻成功了，知道女孩怕黑，細心的男孩在戒指上凃了一層夜光粉。 當他把這枚戒指送給女孩的時候，女孩的臉上卻沒有他所期望的欣喜的笑容。幾天后，他們分手了，分手那天，女孩只是淡淡對男孩說了一句話，你給不了我想要的。 幾個月過去了，女孩身邊的追求者已經一批一批地倒下了，女孩始終沒有找到自己喜歡的男孩。在漆黑的夜裏，每每看到手上散發著夜光的木戒指，這時她才知道自己想要的是什麽，可是…… this is the story.its very touching.=).anything wanna ask pls ask mi on msn.or though tags.

mi and ping pong(yuan sheng)
4 of us ( yongrui,yuan sheng,hongjian,mi)
(cynthia mei and mi)

okkay.today,the only thing that makes mi wanna blog about is the 2.4km run.well.actually ii dun feel like running at all,but due to some reason,i still tried my very best.but got stay back by mdm lim ,
when i met her.she said that during the run,i was just fooling around and not showing enough seriousness about this.i agree some of her point.in this run,i just feel like its wasting of time.its really useless.i asked my self,so what if ue can a top ? they will give ue money mehhs?so what if ue get the last?will the teachers say ue did ur best and try better next time? they wont.
in thir sight,they will always think that ue didnt put enough effort in this stupid run,well,mi and hongjian will take again on friday wif the sec 1 .
all this is pointless.so what if i tried my best also on friday?they will also just think that,finally ue putall ue can,
lastly,those who think ue didnt do well in this run,i may say its okay,in life there will always be something prefect.all ue think is iif ue put in all ur effort.its okay lerh,for those ue think ue really did ur best.and ue get a better result.goood luck.do your self better next time.. hhas.<3 mei jie.

tml gt school again .. siian..hais..dun noe what to blog today lehhs.nv play maple also.. siian diiao/-.-
today hor.i think talk about bgr derh thing bahhs.actually first to day.many ppl suffered the pain that from love.i noe its very painfull cos i have experence before.love,it can be fake derh or it also can be very serious.if ue think this relationship ccant go long enough , ue wont put in all ur 感情,if ue think ue really love this girl/boy,no matter what happen ,ue will try ur best to make this realtionship to be long.=) am i rite?
i noe that some relationship maybe ur whole life ue wont forget,it may be a bad memory or it also can be a good memory.有那么一段时间,让我回忆就够了.this is rite.some times,try not think how much he / she did hurt ue,just think ur love to her . and ue make forget abt the hate , this is love derh 最高境界.
.. when ue really wan to find ur true love,take some time to find it,becos if ue anyhow find a girl that ue just think she is chio.end up,what ue get is all the pain,heartbreak.
when ue really find some times no one can talk to , ue can find mi..XD . i will be ur listener.haha . i promise.or if ue dun trust mi.ue may be talk to one ue trust the most.and he or she will share ur problem.and spend more time wif ur friends.ur pain will go off easily,if ue keep all this in ur heart.ue will need a long time.and ue will get angry easily.not good wor.HHAA.=)
this is my experience.just share wif ue all loh.if ue gt any more better,ue may talk to mi on msn or just tag mi lohh.=)
lastly.stay happy.<3 all meis and jies.=) happy everyday.

everybody is here,thanks fer qin quan pHoto.LOOK AT MY STUPID FACE.RAH..lol
mi and yuan sheng.LOL.both gt a stupid face.XD
the strawberry on cake.nice niia.
haha.喷泉.

THe cake.Jessin buy derh,Its nice.HAppy birthday!
EVerybody is here,thanks haili fer taking pic,and see yuan sheng and qin quan,that one is my yuansheng arm,not my leg.haha
solO.yandao.? LOLLL.
another Solo.=)
Mi and Qin quan ,look at his gay style

okkkays,sorrry fer the late update.just came back from orchard.today is a very long day fer mi.hahas,after all ,its fun!
actually last nite , my of my friend feel sick and we cant go because he is the only boy that can go wif mi,this morning , he still called mi and said tat he is sick,so i just cancelled this outing,but when reach around 12pm,QQ called mi,he said he wanna go out fer k box.so i faster called the girls if they can change plan and go wif us.finally,we still did it on time,because they still dun noe what to do fer the afternoon.
reached orchard cine around 2 pm.meet,haili,jessin,qingli,,so we gt 6 ppl here,boys have,yuan sheng,qin quan,and mi.hahas,we faster asked fer a room .and we only have 4 hours to sing.
when we enter the room,the first one who sing is yuan shenng.well,he is the one who make 气氛 high enough so that everybody start singing.WOW.
around 3 pm,everybody in the room is asking chance to sing (SOLO).hahas i am the one who can say was singing all the time,because all the song i noe how to sing.HAHA.good that i everyday at home also sing so that when i reach there no need paiiseh.
CAKE/jessin,thanks fer ur cake.its nice okay.and please,next time learn how to make the cake into smaller parts.RAH.hahas,so that no need mi to help ue lerh.=),the cake is nice and its mango flavour.i love it =) after all , we sang until 6pm ,and the girls need to go home.,well , by this time,hong jian came and met us.
so left 4 boys,we played and hang around in orchard road.wow.hahas,its fun man.oh ya,here to say that when we going to orchard met jessica,winona and some other girls from2/8 ,wow , so qiao.haha=).hope ue all also enjoy ur self.
aand please,next time try to bung seh mi,ue all tried to bung seh mi end up was asking to donate MOney.WAKAKAKAKA.stupid rite?hai others = hai zi.heere to post some pic in the k boX.=)

in the mrt Station.LOL..bo liiaos.Xp

another day passed.lol,today seems is a easy day fer mi , not like yesterday,afterall , it makes mi feel good.
Finally.TML ZHANGSIYUAN is going out liiaos.not going out since came back from china.wah.its like.so new to mi,espically-orchard road.wow..hahas.gooing out wif ting he,brendon,haili,qing li maybe,jessin and jing hui.anw,Happy birthday jessin,although in class room i in class scold ue a lot,but i still like ue as a friend,because i do like ppl that help the others.
anw,XL mei,i did put back the plate hors.seee.kor kor and adrian so good.put it back.=).and hors.fer the next 2 week i need to call adrian that toot da ge.wah lan lehhs,i cant believe he really showed those pic in that book to meiru they all.Omg.lolls.okay lahhs,jiayou lor adrian,create more chance to let mi call ue da ge.
and ping pong,thanks fer calling mi shuaii ger today,actually hor,i noe i am handsome.but pls dun say it infront of so many ppl .XD.hahas.
dun noe must write what lerhhs.today nothing happen , yong rui.next time show some better attitude towards mi,espically ue are trying to let mi help ue and there ue gif that attitude.LOL.okay lah,.see ue small.next time dun like that.cheer up alls.camilia?samantha?and cynthia.if ue dun gif mi a chance to go out wif ue,ii dun wan be ur kor lerhhs . bleah
finally>wish>Xinnan Jie,Xiaoling Jie Happy everyday!>Xinlin mei,cynthia mei,suhui mei,and valerie also.Stay happy.cute devil also.Happy everyday.LOLs.

today gt a lot things to write.woke up at 6:40am.went to school like half dead.maybe i noe today is going to happen something really bad..but wif the promise in my heart.i still feel happy.=).BUT today was a really bad day fer mi.
english lit lesson was like noisy in our class.but after school..err a lot ppl kanna stay back in school becos the lit teacher complain.lucky,dun hab mi..okay.serious stuff.
the promise is gone.actually i did asked my self why also.but i also dun noe.let mi tell this whole story,first around after school,i went opposite coffee shop to eat.met claudia and bridget.when i just reached there.claudia came and talked to mi,when i talked to her,i saw pei shi is just right sitting behind claudia a table.so i suddenly reb the promise and i dun wan to flirt.then after eatting,went to CC to play basketball.after play basketball was going home wif hong jian,
from here,yesterday,i was smsing wif pei shil,she said she dun wan to talk to mi again becos of davis ask her to do so ,i was quite angry but i think forget it ,when some one ue love ask ue to do something,ue have to do it rite.? so i think sua.but today derh case is something simmilar like yesterday derh
afterwards going home wif hongjian,i sent a message to pei shi:Just now at coffee shop the girll is just my friend . she replied:gt girl meh? i replied:there is a girl talking wif mi ,but dun worry,i know what is our promise.right? she didnt replied fer 15 min,i sent her another one:dun agree?she still didnt reply,i sent again:or ue dun wan to have the promise anymore?she still didnt .i sent again:ue wan?then she suddenly replied:Dun wan loh. i was shocked when i read this message,then i sent again:ue sure ue dun wan to have the promise again?she replied:ya,you go jio other girls loh.
this is the orginal typing , i didnt change anything.after wards,when i reached home,i changed the name of my nick,itS juSt a lie.then she msn mi:its not a lie.after all those crab that she said to mi,i asked her again,ue sure ue dun wan the promise anymore?she replied:ya.after 30 min.ii msn her:thanks,ue hurt mi again deeply,she replied:kk.
everyone that read my blog,pls read carefully what attitude she is using when she talk to mi?.dun wan loh,ya ue go jio other girls loh.LOH?what is this man?when i talked to her nicely,and she treat mi like this?are ue cold blooded?
when i ask her she nv care about my feeling,she said : how can i dun understand ue,ue post until so long in ur blog. then now i wanna say,if ue care about how i feel , ue just treat mi like this? wtf is all this?at first said there is a promise and xinlin was around also when we make that promise.Xinlin,now ue noe how i feel lerh rite? who the hell is treating this realationship as a joke,a game? You or Me?

hahas.hellos.here again..errr....YAY!! pei shi.thankks..the promise..hhaas..i will reb derhs..here thanks to all those hu ask mi to cheer up and speciall thanks to xinlin mei.because ue,i and her then okay derh..=) .. this is my 20th blog entry ,.fer mi its like wow..hahas.i finally can write up 20 derh..wa.its like a long way fer mi.i will jiayou derh..
adrian chia.thank ue lah.although ue are a bit gay lah.but hor.ue support mi so long lerh.WHEN I WROTE THIS,UE DUN TAG MI COCK!haha.and ting he,ue is the one who is listening to mi.and thanks to : shuwen(wenwen),cynthia mei,yuansheng(ping pong).hongjian(brother)cherbeng(brother)..
today is so sian loh..haha,after school went to bugis wif ting he.thats the onli fun thing about todya loh.lols.anw,thing he , grats fer the 2 cert.hahas.jiayou okay!i will catch up ue one day.lolls.=)))) .. FInally.sat is going out wif haili,jessin,cynthia,samantha,. haha ting he, brendon,and hong jian.yay..go orchard nia..lol..me is llike 1 year nv go like that .. haha suagu.
adrian chia.stop shouting the mr sin lah.indian ranger?LOl.and hor.camila.if next time ue feel hot hor.errrrrrrrrrrrrr....cannot say cannot say,later peishi .. i better dun flirt.i like her.=).
hahas.talk cock.of course like lahhs.okay lah.updated some pic .=).hope this blog will get better and better.

today is a really bad day fer mi,woke up late in the morning , wa lan,this already make mi dulan,.hais..,but nbm lahhs,this one its my fault.who ask mi to wake up so late.
today is her birthday,anw,happy birthday.today my mood is like , shit? ya..hais..thanks all of ue that ask mi to smile more and ask mi to cheer up.I will try derhs.but i dun noe why,once i think of her,i will cry derh lehhs,tmd,i tot i am very jian qiang?what happen to mi??
english ,having oral.tmd,so damn sian.wa lau wei.watching some world war II show.lolls.
science,did some work in workbook,copy copy copy..siian siian siann.feel like sleeping,but i didnt sleep in the end,tears keep coming out.
HE,fried some nooble.err.quite nice , thats what they say after they eat what i cooked.haha.thanks anyway.
chinese,okay lah,err.did composition.
after school,went wif shuwen,ting he,hongjian,menghwee,yeekeat.yuan sheng,to eat lunch.so sian.anw,aihui,i am sorry,i didnt mean to make ue cry,hope ue can forgive ,now i am already of fan nao lerh,ps .i am sorry.
btw,i found that this blog is the only thing tat i can trust,i will tell everything to it.HOPE it can understand mi.I am so tired of life and i just wanna run away wif all this .
uploading what i did in HE.

this is how i look when i was sec 1. am i changed
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this morning when going down to eat my breakfast then saw this.wa..its nice.

this is how my room derh table looks like,i noe it is very clean and tidy.=)

香烟遇上火柴只能相处不到2秒,不能永远在一起.tomorrow her birthday lerrhh.anw.happy birthday lahhs.i dun noe what to say.hope ur study and relationship can get better and better.i noe that fer us.there are only memories left.i try to not think the memories.because once i think of it.my tears will keep coming out from the eyes.i know that maybe some time i maybe very annoying.but i just wan to tell ue.i love ue a lot.
ue is the first girl that i love so much.i asked my jiejie..wheather is this true love.she said yes it is,because the feeling that ue can feel no body else can feel it.but once ue are failed in love.ue will be very depressed and sad.samply,this is life,ue cant change it.
maybe as what others said,davis is better than ue.ue wanna choose hu,i cant guan.i also dun wan to guan.i just wan to tell ue,if ue think he is the one hu can make ue happy,then be it.everytime we see each other,i feel so pai seh .ii really dun noe how to face ue,i really dont noe. i noe that even we stead,we cant go fer the whole life.tat is impossibe.our standard is different.ue like boys not so active derh.then i am not the type .
xinlin,kor here thanks fer the concern,when i feel lonely and sad.ue are the one is there fer mi.this one day i will baoda.i swear.next time ue gt anything i will help.i noe that i could not do much,but i will do something.

Going to school again liiao.monday.wa.seems a long day fer mi.hais.but i have no chioce.err..dun no write what lehh for today.had science tuition.haha.i dun noe why.now seems i with the comp i sitll feel lonely..hais..no one could talk to mi in the house.errr..
need to sleep after 15 min.wtf?10 o clock.i am so guaii siia.~~ haha.err.adrian chia,i am not lagging behind of ue okkay?at least i better than ue,everything also sleep.exam also sleep!! lolls.i really need to go out fer a walk.hais..3days all stay at home?lols.didnt even go out fer 15 min.ALL EYE ON COMPUTER.lols.play too much liiao . seriously need to stop maple for awhile . and hor.xinlin?is it okay that ue help mi to do something on this blog?i feel my blog very empty.not like urs . so nice.i need call ue JIEJIE liiaos.haha
i am a noob now.lolss.and hor.any body can teach me how to do PPT?today i do ppt like so damn noob loh.dun noe how to change skin also.lols.and i break my own record!!with 3days time . my phone only spend mi $1.50.wakaka.i very sheng qian type rite.~~ dun wan to message any one.i like a monk loh.but a computer monk.nono.i still gt jio girls and eat meat.haha.lame loh.err need to go fer a sleep.sat sun i also need to wake up at 5 to play maple.am i addicted?or siao?KEKE.kks need to sleep liiaos.JY fer tomorrow.

another passed.today finally gt time to write something serious.haha.okay first.valerie,thanks fer ue glue.my heart is much much better now.errr..hope ue wont change ur char loh.forever stay happy and chio okay?haha . second , suhui mei.errr..thanks fer ur song.haa,i am so nerd.so many song nv hear before.wa kakaka.
xinlin, why nv online today?wanted to chat wif ue , but dun noe ue go where.RAH~nbm.go suhui pei wo.actually now i just hope tat i may promoted to sec 3.thats all that i wan.i dun wan anything,errr..realationship?i think i like her.but i cant tell her that i like her,she wont accept.thats for sure.althrough that we werre chatting everyday.haha.anyway..shiit! i still gt a English project to do.haha =D . i dun noe ms lim ask mi to do this project,she onli choose mi.=D,may be she think that i can do her a good job bahs.
friday,watch ' my wife is a gangster'.hahas,its cool and funny,cynthia is watching today rite.haha , hope ue enjoy the show.finally ,camila onlined and ting he onlined also.i am so bored that no one could chat wif mi,suhui is watching a childish show.bleah.fer mi is childish okkay?
haha..miss my papa and mama.going to make a call right now.haha~~ nice nice.errr...today forgot to go seragoon to collect money.my $50.fly away.err.i will take it next weekend.err.jiahua,everything is ur chioice.i wont say much.just dun to things too stupid,=D.john,i wont say much also.i noe that ue guai wo everytime after school nv pei ni,frankly speaking,i found after school pei ni,its really just waste time,i didnt mean to scold ue,but i just hate that kind of life lerh.i dun wan to slack anymore.
i wan to change everything from now on,i dun wan to smoke also,zihuii,dun smoke so much lahhs,but fer health,cher benq brother.good that ue quited also.=D i am so happy.
err.no smoking fer mi now.haha,guai rite?
okkay ; actually i also dun noe what am i writing,anyhow write.unless nv make this blog die.haha,=D.

sry.today so late then write blog.hahas.was playing maple.leveled.rah hahahahaha.so happy.siiao.err..cynthia derh bday.hope the necklace i bought fer ue ,ue will like it.finally friday liiaos..hahas.what a good time..hahahahahahaa~SO BORRING LOHHS.dun noe should go do what.sleep?
adrian chia!no more taking lift wif ue , tmd.suay loh.i dun wan to wipe the lift any more. its diu lian okay!not fer ue,fer mi it is,and hor.btw,i think i like some one else again?or just ii siiao?dun noe lahs.adrian chia ,dun any how go spread hor.hahahas.
sleepy lahhs.tmd.whoever come this blog hor.leave a tag.thankks.=D/siiyuan xiexie nimen!

=D.err.first.thanks suhui mei fer her food.hahas.its nice lohhs.only the orange colour one make mi vomit like siiao .but its okay,did maths test.i was doing fine?LOL.adrian chia sleep sleep,later get one egg fer ur maths arh
wa biang.today my bag is so heavy.fer mi.err..brought 2 science book,2 geo book.one chinese book.wa so heavy lohs.dun noe why so sleepy . and today the weather shiok loh.raining.haha.eh.? how come today i anyhow write things derh.and ii wanna ask ue.today last period all of us go hall.just hear the teacher to say thank ue?is it true?IF YES.lol.tomorrow friday lerh.SHOIK.hope maple can reach 80.confirm derh.=D.err..and hor.ting he , ur money i will return to ue oneday.but pls get from adrin first.LOL.
nw still dun wan realtionship.still not well recover yet.LOL..err..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEARRRRRREST MEI.CYNTHIA YONG YI JIE.KOR KOR FOREVER LOVE UE.haha.my best mei lohs..always help mi in doing work and other things.she taught mi a lot of things that i dun understand.althrough we quarrel fer a few times.but can see that ue is getting mature.
korkor wish ue all the best okay?happy birthday.i bought some thing fer ue.=) HOPE UE WILL like it.get more chio hor.=D .and hor.everytime i make joke.pls show some support.dun gif a stupid face . bleah.~ cynthia happy birthday.=D

Happy siia..today .. err..gif suhui and xinlin mei the food that i make during home-econ.ahaha.my self gt try hors..its nice.bleah.errh.chionged 4 hours of mapple.so damn tired.until 9:40 then online.so damn siian..hais..
jiia you fer tomorrow.2day write until here onli.2molo continue.

finally,tuesday liiaos.school reopened.errrrr..dun noe what should i say?mood ? err..still like that lahs..last nite sick until wan to die.cant feel my legs and my lips.hais.suay lahhs...today feel like sleeping all the times..reach home around 3,slept until 7.wow.how am i going to sleep tonite.nvm.i dun wanna be XINLIN!!!!slleep sleep sleep.
any way..mood is abit better,all of my friends is trying to make mi happy,so i am feeling better lliaos.thanks all.yoong rui and yuan sheng,if ue all still have the pic that when i was 5,faster deleted it!!!!! i noe its cute.but dun show it to everybody okay?i noe i put lipstick its very funny..lalalala..err..whoever wanna see the picture,pls ask mi to show ue,if not.privacy ah!! ue all noe derh..
..now i just hope that i can forget her,just for forget.i dun wanna any memory.and xinlin hor.thanks fer the smile.lols.hope everyday cann see ur face lohs.so chio.XD.thats all fer today lahs.nothing elso.hope my mood will be better..

same as other days.err..onlined maple fer 7 hours . chionged another level.79 liiaos.er..slow leh.aiiya dun wan talk about this..mood still the same.did some homework.tomorrow got school.need to sleep early.haiis.dun know what to say lehs.suddenly reb the days that i spent wif my cousin.i dun noe why,maybe ppl and ppl its really different,we grow up together , he doesn't seem to change.he is still very good in his everything.err.attitude,study,sports,everything.i hope he ferever dun change then he will be very succesfull in his life.
hmm..relationship.still have the bad mood.since friday afternoon until now.dun know when going to end.ii just hope in school i dont need to see her/his face.its so damn fuck up.hais.but life its like that,mei told mi,no matter life is good or not good,ue still have to live.its true.
aii hui tag mi said she wan i go back to the past zhang lang.hees.aii hui i am trying,but life dun allow mi to do that,i also wan to be siao siao derh,no need to care anything,but there is so many things make mi must be serious.
this fucking relationship seriously make mi pekcek and depressed.this is the first time and i realy hope it will be last time.fri nite sat nite i confirm will cry derh,hais...life is deifficult fer mi,i will run away from all these.this is not the kind of life that i wan.i wanna cheer up also.but i just couldn't hais.what a joke.i tot i am the one should be happy everyday,who knows end up i like this.who can get me out of this?please,some one help mi please.

mood is still nt so good..can say worse than yesterday..hais..life seems a joke fer mi..god is playing wif mi..and i am losing..july lerhs..err...dun noe what to say about it..just hope in my study and everything in school will be fine.i dun wan to get expelled.fer this month.i dun wan to have any stead.maybe this year i also dun wan.ii just wanna stay happy like sec 1, wif all the friends.smoking . BBQ,lan gaming .play pool,arcade.
not the life like this,everyday i am suffering the pain in my heart.its so pain.everynite i will cry.i thought i am 坚强?what happen to mi?i tot i am the type who should be playing life.and not life play wif mi.hais..its so pain..i also wanna go back to pri 1 when i was in china.its so fun.wif them.i dont noe whats 烦恼,whats 痛苦..if gif mi a choice , i wan my life ferever be 13 years old.i dun wanna grow up.hais..
caugh caugh..tmd.sick some more.what kind of life is this?.i am so bored wif it.ii am so depressed and sad..feel like crying every single moments.who can understand mi.?
try to not to be sad..everyday play maple 11 hours.but still will cry.hais..i wanna get away wif it.i wan a better mood..help mi pls.GOD.I DUN WAN TO PLAY WIF UE ANY MORE.let mi have a better life.ii cant win ue.