mood is still nt so good..can say worse than yesterday..hais..life seems a joke fer mi..god is playing wif mi..and i am losing..july lerhs..err...dun noe what to say about it..just hope in my study and everything in school will be fine.i dun wan to get expelled.fer this month.i dun wan to have any stead.maybe this year i also dun wan.ii just wanna stay happy like sec 1, wif all the friends.smoking . BBQ,lan gaming .play pool,arcade.
not the life like this,everyday i am suffering the pain in my heart.its so pain.everynite i will cry.i thought i am 坚强?what happen to mi?i tot i am the type who should be playing life.and not life play wif mi.hais..its so pain..i also wanna go back to pri 1 when i was in china.its so fun.wif them.i dont noe whats 烦恼,whats 痛苦..if gif mi a choice , i wan my life ferever be 13 years old.i dun wanna grow up.hais..
caugh caugh..tmd.sick some more.what kind of life is this?.i am so bored wif it.ii am so depressed and sad..feel like crying every single moments.who can understand mi.?
try to not to be sad..everyday play maple 11 hours.but still will cry.hais..i wanna get away wif it.i wan a better mood..help mi pls.GOD.I DUN WAN TO PLAY WIF UE ANY MORE.let mi have a better life.ii cant win ue.