Time passes so quickly,
today is my bday , its should be joyful day , but seriously ,end up its so sad.i keep
thanking ppl those wish me on msn , but actually i am really depressed.
last night chated with peishi on msn , i don't know its the memory that in my mind keep
making me or me making my self , i didnt sleep well at last , was dreaming about her . then woke up with a bad dream about getting her out of my hand , its seems like a joke . but its true.i am sorry.
Had many problems with problem , i really don't know whats going on with my family . many stuff happening . i don't know what wrong with my mum and dad , i don't know by this moment shall i still call him dad . because from what my mum said , he did many fcuking stuff to my mum , when i heard this i wanna take a knife and kill him . although he get me older by educating me . but i dont know . i am really confused.hai.shuwen uhhh , what should i do ?
anyway , it is still my birthday after all . there are serval ppl i have to thank to . not in order uhh. peishi , johntan , jiahua , yongrui , chikiat , cindy,meiyan,meiru,ting he , qingquan , camilia.adrian,xiaoling,barathan,samantha,aihui , yuansheng .
ZSY (: